Like your mind can be changed, don’t be afraid to make decisions that align with what resonates with you in the present moment. That present moment shouldn’t be ushered aside to take stock of a future one. Simply because you feel dread about the possibility of going back on a decision you’ve made. The probability of changing your mind later shouldn’t take precedence in the now.
Unconditional acceptance of yourself blocks negation of what’s felt in the present. Dont micromanage your present self, the present feelings are here to aid it. Your future self will have its own.