Know that…
You are safe, that even during transition you can be grounded. You’re able to let go of fear, able in so many ways. Mistakes don’t define you, what’s out of reach isn’t confirmation, loneliness isn’t your companion it’s the weather that accompanies a storm. You’re an abundant being waiting to exhale. Wanting to go home.
Exhale and forget about it, knowing that all that weighs heavy on you, Allah won’t forget about it. Whatever he brings you to, he will bring you through. Trust in his process, it’s the circle of life.